… maybe the reason why I’m going through so much right now is that it’s helping to make things clear what I really, truly want. Maybe I’ve been floating through life, indecisive, and now that I’m confronted with a few deadlines and/or coming up to things that are probably inevitable, it’s becoming clearer what I really want.

Maybe that’s what is happening.

And I hope that by knowing what I really want, I can be brave enough to take the steps to get these things that I want.

Life is such a challenge. And I’m trying to stay positive and find the positive in it all. I hope God is by my side through this.